No, I am not ok. No way, Not after today. No one cares. No one at all. No one would miss
me at all. To me I'm gone. To them I'm here. To them my importance is only mere. Twisted death, Befall me soon. So
sick of waiting for you to come. Bedraggled sunbeam. A light in the dark. Cautiously I start. Menacing
rabbit. Stuck in my head. Go away. I wish myself dead. Mother help me. The flowers on the walls whisper lies. Lying
alone on my floor. Hurting myself so that I'll cry. Oh God please just let me die. The carpet strokes my long hair. It
tells me to forget my despair. I get up. I go to the closet. And I'm ok, for now. All the voices they die off. They
decide to leave me alone. They'll be back, This I know. I can only savour life until they return.
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