"...Food in with me, see if she reacts to that."

"She might react violently to anyone but Penny bringing in her food."

"Ill take that chance."

They were talking outside my door like I couldnt hear them. Or maybe I wasnt supposed to listen, I didnt know.

The door squeaked open and Dr. Wolf entered holding my tray with my food on it. I didnt move from the window. I was tempted to do what the other doctor had suggested, react violently.

"Hello Alison." Dr. Wolf said as he put the tray on my bed and sat in my chair.

I studied him. His hair was black and short. His brown eyes followed my movements as I climbed down from the sill and made my way slowly to the bed. Did he want to watch me eat? I smiled inwardly and decided to think aloud. I often thought aloud when no doctors or nurses were in my room though I knew someone was next door, watching me through the one-sided mirror and writing down anything I said.

"Does he want to watch me eat? What will he learn from that?" I whispered as I sat down in front of the food. Mmm hospital food, great. Oh, and a little plastic spoon!

"Now Alison."

Oh, hes talking to me.

"I want to ask you a few questions."

Hmm questions

"And if you answer Ill give you this chocolate bar."

A reward?

"Do you understand?"

I nodded and dipped my finger into the pink, lumpy dessert.

"Answer questions, get chocolate." I said as I put my finger to my mouth. Mmm sweet.

"Alison, I want to know what happened that day. Tell me what happened with you and-"

"NO NO!" I screamed. He was going to say it! He was going to make me think of it!

He shouted over me screaming.

"Tell me what happened with you and Timothy!"

"NO!" I reached down and flipped the tray onto him. The mushy food splattered over his nice black suit. He jumped up and tried to grab my arm.

"Alison, Alison!"

Timothy. He wanted me to think of Timothy. To think of what happened. I closed my eyes and screamed along with the echo in my brain.  I tried to drown out the pleading, the darkness. Dr. Wolf grabbed my arms. I started screaming in his face. Tears dripped down my face.

"ALISON!"

I scratched his face and kicked his stomach. The door burst open and nurses rushed in. A male nurse held my legs. I tried to kick him but he was too powerful.

Cathie, the other nurse, stuck a needle in my arm. I felt the liquid push its way into my body.

"BITCH!" I screamed at her. And it was true, she was a bitch. My legs and arms flailed less and less as the liquid got around my body. I felt it shutting down my brain. I saw Dr. Wolf cursing as a nurse cleaned up his face.

"Fuck I almost had her!" He shouted angrily.

"I warned you about the violence." Another doctor, Dr. Thompson, noted something down on the clipboard in his arms.

They waved in and out as I fell asleep.

"...The incident....never going to help her..."